We took the boys bowling yesterday & we had a blast, my nephew beat everybody but all Amy cared about was beating me which she did. We then went out to eat & then we went to Wal Mart & did some shopping so it was a good day. We bought the boys a 8 ft x 18 in. pool to swim in this summer, we are going to put it together when Amy gets home from work.
Amy is doing good on her meal planning, she is determined to lose the weight she wants to lose. She has the will power so I know she will reach her goal as long as her mind is set on it. She has bought her a charm bracelet with a charm to put on it to reward herself for her first 10 pounds lost. I know she has lost at least 16 pounds, she hasn't told me if she has lost any more as of late.
I went to the regular doctor yesterday & I had lost 8 pounds which is better than nothing. I guess it is where I have switched to drinking diet soda. My blood sugar is staying in a pretty good level, it is staying between 90 to 130 so the medicine I am on seems to be helping. I am just glad I didn't have to take insulin, I wouldn't want to have to take those shots several times a day.
She told me if I was to lose some more weight I might not have to be on the medicine for my blood sugar, but she was talking about another 100 pounds & I just don't see me doing that. She said if I could get into the 100's, well when I was young & was lifting weights in high school & not eating but once or twice a day I was around 200 so I doubt it will happen today, lol.
I have been big my entire life & I have finally gotten to where I don't let it bother me that much, I have so much other stuff to bother me, that is last on the list.
I did alright yesterday as far as not having an anxiety attack, but I was with my family & we went early to bowl so there wasn't anyone there but us & the place we went to eat at wasn't to crowded so it was a pretty good day. The only place that was crowded was the store but I did fairly ok there, like I said I had Amy & the boys with me so it helped.
I am here today alone with the boys which Donavon & Jaydon are outside playing with their friends & Trystan is playing X Box so I am here about ready to climb the walls. I have no idea why, like I said the boys are being good, I don't have anywhere I have to go today & I have taken my morning medication but my nerves are on edge.
Today will be the second full day of me taking the new medicine I am on, the one my Gastro doctor put me on for stomach cramps, but they work by relaxing the nerves so I am hoping it will have a secondary use for me.
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